Azlie Alias, who prefers to be referred to as Ari on the web, is the founder of the word Moojik. Moojik means Wonderful, in an abstract form. Ari is also the founder of the term Moojikulous which means, To hell with everyone, as long as I think its right, it should be!

Set Foot Maybe I have not stood on my ground or I had stepped on the wrong foot.

Today isn’t a good day. My face could tell all, people claimed. Maybe in the future I should wear a mask if I happen to have that gut feeling something bad will lead to another.

Home, office, camp, time hasn’t been kind. At least not to me. I feel myself stuck in situations most of the time trying to make a win win situation for everyone at the cost of my own lost. Recently, I have been feeling a tinge of depression starting to overpower my transparent soul.

If I wanted to, I would have followed my emotions and do it but I cared too much. My mistake. I shouldn’t have cared. I shouldn’t even consider in the first place. Survival needs a certain level of wisdom and my emotions jeopardised that struggle. It was indeed a wrong place to stand. Luck isn’t helping either.

Tried is not good enough. Don’t get me wrong. I am not giving up, just merely disturbed. Disoriented with a whole jumble of flaws and trust. I needed to talk to at least someone but I didn’t get a chance to, I didn’t have anyone either. My plan in inviting conversation always fail. I either digress or not tell all or get into a debate on something else. Focus problem? Maybe. But I don’t think it’s major. I still think it’s situation. Circumstances to be exact.

My mind is going to implode sooner or later. As I kept quieter by the minute, I could just fall dead silent.

I should learn how to express again. I’ve lost touch in that. I still miss that space that I need. Noone would care to understand but at least I know I could progress.

Time to self heal…

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